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The Joy, The Pain, This stage of my life
The days, the nights, struggling to fight.
If you were to look inside of my heart at the buried me
This is what you'd see:

Don't laugh at me
Don't call me names
Don't get your pleasure from my pain

Nobody knows what she's holding back
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
somedays she wishes she was never born

I dont know the first time I felt unbeautiful
The day I chose not to eat
What I do know is how it's changed
My life forever, I know I should know better.
I need you to know, I'm not through the night
somedays I'm still fighting to walk towards the light.

I told another lie today and I got through this day.

All that's left is to accept that it's over.
My Dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made.
I try to get warm, but I just grow colder.
I feel like I'm slipping away.
After all this has passed, I still will remain.
After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today, Someday I'll hope again.

A heart grows tired, Faith grows cold, wandering down life's wandering road.

My whole world is the pain inside me
the best I can do is just get through the day.
When life before is only a memory
I wonder why God let's me walk through this place
Though I can't understand why this happened
I know that I will when I look back someday

I forgot how to hold, this night's been so long

Everyone know's I'm in over my head.

You should know, your not on your own
These secrets are walls that keep us alone
I don't know when but I know now
Together we'll make it through somehow.

what has she come to? Another boy she runs to tonight.
She's asking a question
How will it be after this next one eventually leaves me
how can a man be all that they say
when all that I know, is men run away
I think I lose a little bit of me in every man that I see.

Here I am at the end of me
Trying to hold to what I can't see
I forgot how to hold
This night's been so long
I cling to your promise there will be a dawn

I never knew, I never knew, that all my friends were waiting on a cue
to turn and leave when all I wanted was the truth
but that's how it's got to be,
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy.
I miss my friend.
The one my heart and soul confided in
The one who knew just what to do to make me laugh again
Let the light back in
I miss my friend.

Lost and alone, and the fault is my own, the fault is my own

She doesn't know why but she knows when she's all alone
it feels like it's all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear
The tears will not stop raining down
She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispiering
if she stands she'll fall down
She wants to be found
the only way out is through everything she's funning from
wants to give up and lie down.
Different part, different stage
Different toils, different rain.
A heart can be damaged, A life can be gone
But helping my friends, helps me be strong
Look into my soul, and see
The love for my friends keeps my sanity:

Spent so many lonely years just trying to fit in

Let your voices carry
Drown out all the rain, light a patch of darkness treacherous and scarey

I'll be there to hold you, I'll be there to stop the chills and all the weeping
Make it clear and strong
So the whole night long
Every signal that you send, until the very end, I will not abandon you my precious friend
so try and stand the tide

Every signal that you send until the very end I'm there.
So whistle down the wind for I have always been right there.
Every signal that you send until the very end
I will not abandon you my precious friend.

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

I will stand with you, we will fight the fight
I will stand with you through the darkest night
I will stand with you as God gives us might
Hand in hand, hand in hand,
we will stand

You don't have to worry I can see
your tears
I'll be there in a hurry when you call
Friends are there to help you when you fall
so here's my shoulder you can lean on me

we were made to love and be loved
but the price this world demands will cost ya far to much

In a circle of friends, we share this prayer
that every heart and soul will know and all will enter in
to this shelter of this circle of friends

If you weep I will weep with you
and if you sing for joy the rest of us will lift our voices too
but no matter what you feel inside there's no reason to pretend
That's the way it is in this circle of friends
We'll gather together no matter how the highway bends
Joy so deep
and love so sweet

What if I give all?
What will that do?
My child a gift like that could change the world
Could feed a multitude

Love's the only house big enough for all the pain in the world

I'll be your cloud up in the sky,
I'll be your shoulder when you cry

How many times, have I fallen?
And you've caught me right when I almost hit the ground
How many times have I cried mysef to sleep
and you were there through the lonely night to comfort me
If I had to give you the world
I wouldn't mind at all
I'm thanking God that your in my life
because whatever's wrong you seem to make it right
and I love you and I think your number one.

For the failure's there's forgivness
for the brokenness healing for your soul
for the sickness there's a cure
all who come here will find love
you'll find love that's waiting here for you
There's a family reaching out for you
you'll find love outpour

For the outcasts there acceptance
for the prisoners freedom from the past
for the thirsty water for your soul
All who come here will find love.

A decision to be made a goal to be reached
This stage of life takes more than my strength

And with a broken wing, she carries her dreams
Man you oughta see her fly

I keep staring down the road
waiting for my one chance to run
I will soar away like the blackbird
I will blow like a seed in the wind
I will plant my heart in the garden of my dreams
and I will grow up how I want wild and free.

With Gentle hands and a heart of a fighter
I'm a survivor

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